Friday, May 2, 2014

Being Real

Why is it so hard to admit that we are experiencing resistance to life until after we have had some measure of recovery from it? I am tired of doing it. I am tired of seeing it done. There is no shame in not knowing the answers, no shame in being stuck, no shame in being human. Please be real. So I'll start. I had a breakdown yesterday in the tub. I was angry, I was controlling, I was drowning in survival fears. All it took was saying 'yes' to that, knowing that it was not my natural state. I was bigger than that momentary meltdown. Then out-of-the-blue the outward circumstances shifted. I didn't have to lift a finger. It is ok to be real. I won't stop loving you.


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